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6 October 2018
vroeger heb ik mijzelf beperkt tot steeds hetzelfde voedsel vroeger heb ik gedacht dat ik geen beter voedsel waard was vroeger heb ik dessertjes afgewezen als onverdiende geschenken vroeger … nu ben ik bewust van mijn onverdiende ondervoeding nu ben ik op zoek naar een nieuw gevarieerd menu nu ben ik toch ook nog bang van het komende buffet nu … ooit had ik al eens overtuigd de volgende kaart gevraagd ooit had ik mijzelf al eens overschat in vertering tot verslikking ooit had ik al eens moeten opgeven van te veel en te snel ooit … soms hebben mijn voeten hun eigen tafel al opnieuw verlaten soms hebben mijn smaakpapillen al iets nieuws geproefd soms hebben we al eens genoten van wat komt soms … morgen wens ik nieuwe smaken en ingrediënten morgen wens ik een nieuwe plek met ander bestek morgen wens ik verruiming, verrijking en inspiratie morgen … misschien moet ik niet zoeken naar een nieuw menu misschien moet ik niet wachten op het volgende buffet misschien moet ik gewoon zelf gaan koken misschien …