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Donkerste Nacht

18 February 2020

jouw Hart toegeklapt
het Geluk verkapt

bang van Genieten
Tranen tot vergieten

in Vreugde afgewezen
diep Trauma om te lezen

overprikkelende Angst
Betekenisloze vangst

Verlamd om te doen
Overgave aan winterseizoen

redding telkens IK Ademhaal
zuurstof voor een Nieuw verhaal

eenvoudig bij jouw Zelf Zijn
doorvoelen van innerlijke Groeipijn

het Kind dat weer mag spelen
om het Hart dieper te helen

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