Helena Gwyn

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Nakend afscheid?

25 July 2017

Helena Gwyn, Pelgrim

Opnieuw zittend aan een fjord wachtend op een zonsondergang die maar niet komt, vraag ik mij af of dit mijn laatste avond in Noorwegen is. Het noordelijkste puntje van de reis die ik twee weken gelede...

Auditief Sensitief

21 July 2017

Helena Gwyn, Pelgrim

Als kind kon ik vaak de slaap niet vatten op kampen en groepsreizen waar je met velen op een kamer of slaapzaal samen gelegd werd om je nachtrust te nuttigen. Ik was me nooit bewust waarom. Tot vorige...

Vlucht

19 July 2017

Helena Gwyn, Pelgrim

Vlucht heeft twee betekenissen, op de vlucht slaan, en een hoge vlucht nemen. Deze reis lijkt beide te zijn. Ik voel mij op de vlucht voor een verleden dat mij niet wil loslaten. Een pijnlijk masker d...

Volwassen ego vs Innerlijk Kind 0 – 1

15 July 2017

Helena Gwyn, Pelgrim

Ondertussen drie dagen on the road, onderweg met mezelf, met een goede 2000 km in de benen en banden. Momenten van vreugde en euforie wisselen elkaar af met traantjes en opwellend, maar tegelijk...

De nacht

14 July 2017

Helena Gwyn, Pelgrim, Poëzie

De nacht breekt aan en verlaat dankbaar en schemerend het gisteren. Hij brengt je over de horizon van vandaag met zekerheid naar vroeg in de morgen. Heden wordt verleden, misschien wel vergeten. De to...

Het zwarte gat

12 July 2017

Zoals als elk jaar is de start van een schoolvakantie voor mij als alleenstaande leerkracht vaak een tijd van ontwenning en decompensatie. Tien maanden lang mocht ik met zoveel jonge mensen verbinding...

Comfortzone

02 July 2017

Helena Gwyn, Poëzie

ik sta op de grens van mijn comfortzone een stevige ommuring schijnbaar zonder doorkomen verdediging van mezelf voor al het onbekende buiten wat ik reeds ken bescherming van mezelf tegen al wat anders...

aanwezig zijn

25 June 2017

Helena Gwyn, Poëzie

wat doet het soms pijn hier en nu aanwezig te zijn verloren lopen, leeggelopen, verloren gaan in dit bestaan verwarde regels en opgelegde afspraken versperde weg om bij onszelf te geraken jezelf verl...

Innerlijk Kind

10 June 2017

Helena Gwyn, Poëzie

lieve ik, lieve jij, lieve wij wat hou ik toch veel van ons allebei ontmoeting in het oog van onze stormen wervelende orkanen die ons Leven vormen in het midden onze pijn en ons verdriet in rust elkaa...

Mens-en-Leven

13 May 2017

Helena Gwyn, Poëzie

Wat is een mens, een mensen-leven Waarom zijn we mens, wat maakt ons mens Zien, gezien worden Erkenning, Zijn! Hoe voelt geluk Hoe creëer je geluk Wat maakt geluk-ik Elke ervaring telt Elke creatie ve...